hello hello its been awhile since ive been in here does anyone checks on here still? im on twitter and shyt now Like whatever those are lol im just kidding i aint no tweeting, again i dont know what tweeting is about just living my life, I AM trying…. im not perfect, im not what u think i am rumours fly arnd like shyt and fawk what anyone thinks, i may BE a bitch who just drops everything without any reason, but one thing i wont do is give up my family, no matter how bad it gets. Almost started smoking once too but didnt  … stopped smoking nov2016 and shyt got me crazier! LOL jk sorry for my existence? jk jk Thats crazy when ppl say tat! not me, i am glad im still alive & have my kids with me, hubs too ok thats it, i am doing good! thanks for reading me

<3 Madilyn Aubrey Alexa Albany

Hello There
its been awhile since i updated this crap lol
Just Wishing a Happy Birthday to my hubby Mr.Derek Albany
of Kasabonika lake

gunna wait for our bigboy to get in before we do another family birthday feast
it was just us last year & this year, we have lil Maddi
shes my pride & joy

okeh, thx for dropping by

hi & bye

“Wake Up”

You’ve been deep in a coma
But I stood right here
When you thought there was no one
I was still right here
You were scared, but I told ya
“Open up your eyes”
Never saw me as someone who could love you well
Had to show you the hard way
Only time will tell
Revelations and heartaches make you realize

I was always in front of you


Nobody’s Perfect- Jessie J

a song in my head :)
youtube it if u wanna listen to it :-p

“Nobody’s Perfect”

When I’m nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much

Sometimes I just can’t shut the hell up
It’s like I need to tell someone, anyone who’ll listen
And that’s where I seem to fuck upYeah, I forget about the consequences
For a minute there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it’s time that I learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we have is broken
Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody’s perfect, no

If I could turn back the hands of time
I swear I never would have crossed that line
I should have kept it between us
But, no, I went and told the whole world how I’m feeling, oh

So I sit and I realize
With these tears falling from my eyes
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever
I promise that I’m gonna try

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it’s time that I learnt to
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we have is broken
So don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobody’s perfect

I’m not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn’t cool
But I swear that I’ll never do that again to you, oh
I’m not a saint, no, not at all, but what I did, it wasn’t cool
But I swear that I’ll never do that again to you, yeah

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we have is broken
So don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, no

I hate that I let you down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
‘Cause now I’m the one that’s hurting, yeah
And I hate that I made you think
That the trust we have is broken
Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, yeah, yeah, whoa

Don’t tell me, don’t tell
Don’t tell me you can’t forgive me
No, no, no, no
‘Cause nobody’s perfect, no

 

good morning, quick stop in here before i spill out some beans
some beans for u to read :P
nways, i feel like someone is attacking me right now, maybe it doesnt want me to use myknet.org now lol
jookz
wow, Christmas is just arnd the corner, and im not up for it
but i hope i can wrap up a few gifts :)
for the sake of my children, i will be happily merry happy hehehe
they are my reason for everything, always & forever
i cannot imagine my life without them (especially them without me)
nothing else matters, even if u try to hurt me, but feel free to keep trying :P
okeh, meeweh dodge… i could say alot, but i rather keep them boxed up
have a good day ya’ll :)

“Northern Lights”, How Beautiful It Must Be, Dancing Around Them”

Hi There, its been awhile since ive been in here
wonder how i can deactivate this thing yag
just my email is very very active hehehe

Nways, life is good…enjoy while i still can
i try to spend my free time with my lil family
something they can keep a memory of us, like with my kids
took them out camping for 5 days cpl weeks ago
and they had an awesome time, they got to see how to cut up moose
how to fillet fish, how to smoke fish, how to survive out in the land
wow….i wish i can go back to that time.

Aighty, thats abt it. nothing much to say